Next year I am saying goodbye to you for good, not physically as I did that a long time ago, but mentally. From the moment I met you I was warned by many that you weren’t good news, but I fell for you so hard that you were all I cared about.
I will say goodbye to the hours of sleep I lost over you, the thousands of tears I cried and hopefully find myself again. The person I was before you took over my life and corrupted me.
Deep down I knew you were never good for me. You made me feel like a burden, like I wasn’t worthy of any attention or love. But I still loved you, because I thought you loved me. I thought that as long as we were together then everything would be fine. But I wasn’t.
Next year, I will stop missing you because it should be you who is missing me and I know one day you will. But by then it will be to late. I have finally realised my worth.
I will say hello to me being the priority. I will welcome a new beginning, a new me, with open arms.
Next year is my year, I will become the best person I can be and I will be happy.
So thank you, I guess, for all of the heart break, pain and sleepless nights because without all of that suffering I wouldn’t be as strong as I am today.
Im ready to take on the world.